UPDATES!!!!

Haven been blogging for DAMN freakin long.
Busy wif personal stuffs abd tired!!
extreme!! I typically gt no time for anything!!
And one mre thing ARGGH end of mth liao gettin poor!!!
I wonder hw long it takes for me to save up for diploma in makeup.
I jux checked the fees to study the whole makeup course is like 3425 now~~!!!
wooww! and that i think excludes the makeup kit and tools!!!

Humans are jux nt contended enuff i guess,we jux want ourself to be better each time.
Im still stuck in life findin wad i would like to wrk as, or rather wrk for.
And careers that i have chose is always related to cust and provides service for ppl.
I'm seriously is a lil tired of retailin line but *sigh i guesss would be like this for the moment?I wish i can be a professional makeup artist I wonder wad would b next.. lmao

Quite stress, cos haven been undergoing pressure.
ARGHHHH come on man! where have the happy times gone?
DAMN i prey a lil mre laughter up ahead n a lil lesser stress pushin on me
dun be depressed NAZU!! heheheh =))

-nazuki-

Have been damn tired but happy in a way tt,
the r/s is gg ok.
I dun ask for much but see hw it goes...
But I have to remind myself again, Humans are nt perfect
tt includes me so i shouldnt ask for much.
And i guess wad matter is to see the positive things tt he do for me.

-send to the bus stop and waited for me to take the bus
-carried my heavier carrier
-wake up early with me
-didnt have enough slp but didnt complain and throw tantrum
-holds onto my hands thou sometimes my palm turns sweaty
-go wherever i feel like going
-eat whatever i wanted to eat
-stop doing whatever im nt happy with


So wad right have i gt to say he's nt a gd bf?
LOL
appreaciated im for being my bf!! XD

-nazuki-

My JABass part II

After lan shop was prata @ ah neh ah neh with jrock, esther, ruth, yuki and co.
hmmmmMMmmm after tt head hm wif my BFF ruth and esther back to cck.
ZZZ till nxt morning then esther didnt manage to wake up cos she slept @ 6am lol.
But i meet JABasss and watched movie, NATM2.. was a retard comedy cum romance shw but was rather funny, went back wif him after tt, he gave me his baby photo.. LOL Met ruth ytd aldso =)

Addicted to this song,


I can replay it a thousand times!!!!
=))
It's not goobye~

-nazuki-

My JABass

This JABass!! damn ass la! called me a ching chong pok girl =(
http://djjabroni.livejournal.com/ !!!! In his blog LOL
in return i call him JABass!!

Ytd meet up wif him after my 2 to 6 @ LP
then went to evo and look for yuki.
Jrock, ruth & esther joined in later for counter strike
and L4D game after tt!! damn fun i swear!
Counter strike was like -_-
cos i couldnt tell the difference btn counter and terrorists.
then L4d was like fcuk sia..
First round was guys vs. girls, then jitao owned!!
Jabass keep killing me also =((
ASSHOLE!!! we were in the lan shop like damn loud!!!
can hear ruth's laughter, jeremy's scream and my own scream.
Yuki's "CB" was like damn loud.

............................... to be continued.

-nazuki-

My lists of..

Things i need to buy:
-eye makeup remover
-new tops
-new medicine for my pimples
-new pair of mre than 3inch heels

Things i need to do:
-My nails!!!
-speak leseer vulgurities(bring nagged)
-stop smoking any cigratte when im sad
-Say when i am unhappy
-more beauty sleep
-update my blog wif pics
-play PS3 wif my kampong friends
-learn english =(
-Be happy
-Buy my mom a bdae gift b4 12june

-nazuki-

OEI stop laughin at nazu no BF K!

*laughs
Im attached to my nerdy ang moh kan tan bf, jabroni XD
Seriously i have to brush up my english =(
20th was like hw it started off...
and together officially on 27th at day break LOL
like we chat all the way frm dawn till 7am!! Damn crazy la

He is nt super tall but has nice smile, super high pitch talkin voice(nt till he sound like a trans.),a lil skinnier than normal.
I finally understand that superficial of a person will be put aside the moment
u feel love. Something jux makes u feel attracted to him.
Like i felt love =)
Nt to say anything too soon as the r/s jux started,
but i wanna say im giving love a chance.

Hw i meet him?
My BFF is a slagger queen! It was when she asked me to go chill wif her at home club,
and tt's where i met jabroni together wif his BFF yuki.

Am i happy now?
I would say yes.
Cos it's a plus pt i know ppl he hang ard wif and he knows ppl i hang ard wif.
A good start off so we will be ok wif going out as a grp together.

-nazuki-

If..

I have been given a chance again to choose,
I wouldnt make he same choice again.
I will make myself happier.
And do a lil me smth to make myself smile.

I will take back wad i've said and done.
I will wan to tuen back the time, to make
sure i dont go thru all the shit ive gone thru.

But one day,
I hope he will make me smile again.
To find myself again.
To be happy again.

-nazuki-