OEI stop laughin at nazu no BF K!

*laughs
Im attached to my nerdy ang moh kan tan bf, jabroni XD
Seriously i have to brush up my english =(
20th was like hw it started off...
and together officially on 27th at day break LOL
like we chat all the way frm dawn till 7am!! Damn crazy la

He is nt super tall but has nice smile, super high pitch talkin voice(nt till he sound like a trans.),a lil skinnier than normal.
I finally understand that superficial of a person will be put aside the moment
u feel love. Something jux makes u feel attracted to him.
Like i felt love =)
Nt to say anything too soon as the r/s jux started,
but i wanna say im giving love a chance.

Hw i meet him?
My BFF is a slagger queen! It was when she asked me to go chill wif her at home club,
and tt's where i met jabroni together wif his BFF yuki.

Am i happy now?
I would say yes.
Cos it's a plus pt i know ppl he hang ard wif and he knows ppl i hang ard wif.
A good start off so we will be ok wif going out as a grp together.

-nazuki-

If..

I have been given a chance again to choose,
I wouldnt make he same choice again.
I will make myself happier.
And do a lil me smth to make myself smile.

I will take back wad i've said and done.
I will wan to tuen back the time, to make
sure i dont go thru all the shit ive gone thru.

But one day,
I hope he will make me smile again.
To find myself again.
To be happy again.

-nazuki-

EMO no mre!

Ppl are complaining my blog damn EMO la!
lol but of cos i have my happy side!
I have 2 grps of happening friends.
Clubbing kaki & my Kampong friends!
of cos almost enuff to keep me busy on off days!
thnx to them =)

My clubbing kaki.
Xiao bai, kathay & vaal!! sometime my best friend, the noisy girl ruth & co.!! XD
super cool ppl! they always take gd care of me
when i drink!! I fell down so badly the last time at
phuture! and i had a BIG bruise on my knee nw! -_-
Clubbing photos are always damn chui, cos gg club is like
damn sticky then the hair open hole. the face red red!
these are some of the better ones!
the pic which i have a crown is edited to the max liao lol -_-
I hate clubbin photo!!



















NEXT my kampong neighbour!! lol
introducing the very nice "andrew", very PARXX "chris",
very loud "ruth" and lastly the curse queen "esther"
lol! But esther is mostly absent for our "cca" cos she has to wrk shifts
and go bf's place lol!
the rest of us are single la!! LMAO
playing guitar hero wif ruth and andrew took pic!
he damn crazy, i was askin him to take the mic then he dun 1,
he use my cam and took pic of us playin he said it was mre fun =_=







Before all these i took some of the pic
C.viper and vega! ruth vs. andrew! lol
and andrew took us playin too LMAO
damn fun CCA DAY rocks!!







I love this photo <3 lol andrew took!
anyway realli mux thank our bro andrew!! he is like our sister la!! lol
we always mess up his place but he nv complains!!
our best kamping mate man!!



i hope cca day will come soon again!!

-nazuki-

Nightmare, my fear

My best friends will noe wad im talkin abt.
i has a nightmare last night.
Of my ex bf.. Like coming back for mre..
Mre wad?
sex? definitely no!
wad would it be then?


I was wif him for 4rs or so~
until the day we broke up.
Im sad to say he didnt change one little bit.
all of the time, wad ive begged him to stop doing.
he could still do it.
so do it with his new gf.
I have had enough...
becos i know i deserved better.

Gambling kills.
there was once...
I remembered clearly.
i earn 1.3 a mth tt time
after CPF 1.1 u noe hw hard i have to wrk to get OTs.
hw much mre hrs?
he jux take a few hundreds frm me every mth to pay his debt.
and i have to keep a secret for him. frm his sis, frm my family.
once he took 500 frm me.
then 50 again for drinking..
until the end of the wk
when i had onli left wif $5 for a wk,
i cried realli hard...
For tt wk i went hm for dinner, and didnt eat much at wrk,
except for those my in charge bought in the store.
I wake up shivering 6am for 3wks.
I grew realli skinny..(cos at tt moment i knew he had smth wif his ex gf, skinny and tall girl, and i was rather fat then)
i find myself gd for nth..
i dun dare to ask money frm my mom.
cos i wrked becos i dun wanna take a single cent frm them.
i wanna be independent.
So when we broke off, we quarrelled realli badly.
and of cos nt for one reason.
i was disappointed in him cos he let her in.
After we broke up he asked for another 500.
I was freakin sad, i finally understans wad was I to him.
A walkin atm machine.
*smiles

After this I learnt my lesson..
I learn it the hard way.
My heart realli cracked.
so deep till nw i rem hw pain was it.
Love can be promised ppl,
so if ever some1 change his/her love for u.
let it be.
But if he cheats on u heart,
rem nv to let him cheat on ur cash.
becos once it goes..
it will nv be back.
he will onli see u die and nv turn to look at u.
to lend u a helpin hand.

-nazuki-

SICK

Im feelin weird..
Like gt the suan suan feelin my arms,
my stomach...
like i dun feel like eatin...
My head is heavy, and feverish....

damn!
i wan mre rest!
i wan new job

-nazuki-

CCA day

I didnt know i have such lame day until ytd! CCA day sia -_-
created by ruth, andrew & chris(paxx)
LMAO i wanna laugh so much! crazy " kampong friend"
It was a day of shoppin @ Giant @ IMM damn Aunty la!
then after tt we make dinner which is ermmmmmm
eh hemmm
the red wine fried fish SUCKS totally! tasted like bread!!
the noodles also chui! andrew said this when we were at the market," this one
nice i try b4, take take." LOL nice sia!
the mash potato over salty! due to chris's tongue!! chris keep sayin
add somemre.. MORE SALT!!
then ruth join us after we eat the chui meal.
hashbrown was ok. sausage andrew cook de failed! noodles like wanton mee LMAO

















HAPPY DAY~~ YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol Ps3 we played street fighter and guitar hero
*sweats sia!!!
=))
I love my kampong friends
chris, andrew, ruth * the abscent esther!

-nazuki-