I am sad cos i have half of my life to be sad abt.
2 thinds to be happi,
-my family
-my friends

2 things to be sad abt,
-my love
-my wrk

that's why i always tell myself i should be contended.
but wrk was one of the things i was happy for until..
nearly 2mths back.
I started to think if treating ppl nice was right?
And why was i so sad and affected when i was maligned for smth i didnt do.
Are they real humans? probably devils to balance this world.

My love life,
i dont expect much.
Jux meet cute guys and have fun.
tt's all. No mre wateva stupid promises, stupid faithfulness
and blah blah blah.

talkin abt happi things.
I think i realli love my family, except my dad could be very irritating
and nt understanding @ times.
Other than that i jux want peace in my family,
at least like nw~

friends i have a couple of hang ard wif and true hearted friends.

anyway since i haven been talkin photos.
expired ones ^^

frm the oldest to the "lastest"












and tada!!
found smth tt look like my sis LMAO!!



-nazuki-

As people grow older we tend to have lesser friends,
after some time of deep thinking i realise it is ourself
being more choosy and careful due to the past experience.
Sometimes it's the impression tt the person gives us which turns us off.

I dont have a lot of friends,
i can say i onli have like 2 old friends
and a couple of grps tt i can hang ard wif.
One of my old friend dun like to go out,
well i cant possibly keep meeting the other one.
She will also have her own share of friends.

Recently,
I feel that many people are either becoming mre insensitive
or acting like their insensitive.
For this kinda action,
i jux ignore them LMAO.
damn boring to entertain.

Anyway these few days i have been like sleepin damn late almost for 3 wks
i haven been slpin after 3am!!! DAMN IT!
No beauty slp @ all.
but im bored i wan shoppin =(
*sigh~

4~6april chalet
7 L4d wif carol
8 L4d (yes again) wif andy, nel, carol & bf.
9 steamboat & l4d(esther,nel,andy, jasmine, carol & bf) and saw liling lol damn ah sha again i didnt see her at all until she bang on the glass LMAO.hehe liling also playing L4d hahah XD i am gettin sick of the game alrready ZZZZZZZZZZZZ


For tdy, i dunnoe wad i should do LMAO.
But i wan shoppin!! i guess no gf available for shoppin thou.
mayb i should ask my mom
heheeh ^^

Memories stays put but feelings dun stay.
Memories of him being sweet to me,
for those moment i used to cherish i put it behind.
But it is so hard to forget thou nw i dun love him anymre,
or rather i dun have any big crush on him anymemre.
It's jux the after effect, of him being so near my then.

For nw,
I live my life simple, i pamper myself.
And apart frm wrk,
im having fun.

I say im too much of a superficial person; character & outlook.
so sad to say prince charming will nv be here.
but i will live on to my dreams soon~
probably nxt yr probably longer but one day i guess i will
suceed~
wish me luck

-nazuki-

I did my hair.
one pic to post tmr then ul the new ones i took ^^
headin to rest haven been slpin early for 3 wks!
DAMN



-nazuki-

wad is sad should be left behind

I am a very weird person,
when i am undergoing a very sad situation in a r/s or love life.
Especially when i dun get into a r/s wif tt person, I tend to forget.
Tt means tt no matter hw much he tried to lie or hurt me, i forget once he
is "nice" to me.
I wonder hw i could do tt.
*Smiles* but well every1 is weak at some pts i guess.

The only ex i felt angry was my last ex bf.
Angry as in,
I cant believe hw humans could do such a thinng, cos i will nv live up
to my liang xin.
Tt's the reason after a period of 1mth after we broke up,
I nv did contact him.
Cos i rmbred wad i told him,"I dun think i deserve a friend tt i dun trust, tt lies to me."
I believe tt love dont last forever, it fades.
So when the time has come, u can leave me.
Jux have to tell me and go on, nv make use of me,
cos i am a human and seriously dun deserve this.
I am like u, I have a family who worry abt me, and ppl
who care for me.
They wont want me to get hurt and neither do the me deep inside.

I used to like a guy..
hmm let's say we didnt wrk out.
well, tt time im nt sure if he like me b4 or smth.
Thou he said b4, onli he knows it well.
I sorta liked him mre after he told me so.
was a realli petty & stubborn guy who i wouldnt say a pass
for a gd bf, i guess he would made a better friend.
This time round i realise i couldnt give way to the guy i like,
nt like the way i use to be.
I will still go wadeva place i wanna go wif whoever i wanna be wif
even if he's unahppy of it.
cos i realise this is crush, nt a r/s.
and even if im a r/s i dun see why i can be a normal person
hang put wif both guys and girls.
He start callin me names which i hate cum other factors tt i realise, and soon after we didnt contact.
Cos at time i realise if i dun withdrew i will be mre heart broken.
so might as well i shatter it, and move on~
which i eventually did la.

I hope to have better luck nxt time.

-nazuki-

Handphone craze ^^

I did my phone one wk back took a pic of my lovely
phone..
Wif the love,
Purple roses & purple swaroski crystal!!

my phone!!



I imtatated this hehehe



well nt totally the same but after i decorated was quite contended! ^^ *smiles*
yay
i finally off frm wrk and stuffs chalet frm 4to 6~~~ ^w^
till then =)
-nazuki-

A smile A days doesnt burn a sorrow away

Ppl use to say,
If u smile u will be happier.
But i dun feel it anymre. Cos when i smile
i force a thousand nerves to force that "pretty smile" u
see everyday.
I guess tt makes u happy right?

I smile mre tdy? probably some time back?
I shed less tears tt day, probably mre tdy.
Mayb someone was right abt nt living to ripe an old age.
wad's the big deal?

but im happi i have ppl true to me beside me,
sad to say i have some drilling me bit by bit.

If one day u will reach out to me, with a pure heart,
i will give u my hand and u shall nv let it go..
But "u" will nv appear cos, i haven learnt to trust "u".

-nazuki-